16.4.13
Tatak and Me
Hello fellas! long time no see. I miss you anyway *sigh haha
Udah lama nggak ngepost, sibuk sama urusan sekolah yang ribet amat dah, maklum namanya juga pelajar hehe. Well hari ini mau cerita tentang temen deket aku ajalah, namanya Margareta Andriani Restu Anita, panjang kan ya namanya. Tata ini orangnya lucu, kalo diajak mikir nyambung banget, tiap hari kitabawa bekal ke sekolah terus makan bareng, curhat bareng, topik yang gak pernah kita lewatin ya topik "cowok" maklum kali ya anak baru gede hehhehe. Kita ini punya kesamaan, sama-sama gak punya pacar dan in progress for searching someone. Tapi dia lebih berpengalaman dalam hal cinta secara dia pacaran paling lama udah 16 bulan, laah aku cuman2 bulan itu juga LDR -___- *okee abaikan.
Kelakuan dia yang paling aku gak suka tuh dia suka misuh misuh / marah marah terus tuh anggota kebun binatang pada disebutin, alhasil perlahan aku mulai ketularan, tapi aku masih bisa "ngerem" kok hehehe.
Kata Tata nih, sejak kita deket, aku bisa bikin dia lebih rajin ke gerja hahahah, berarti aku membawa dampak positif kan yaa? hehe. Kalo soal prestasi, kita berdua pinter dooong *tapi masih pinteran aku hahahaha. Enggak-enggak, kita termasuk anak yang lumayanlah dikelas, Puji Tuhan bisa masuk 10 besar, yaaah walaupun sering remidi pula hehehe.
Well, kalo ngomongin kisah cinta temen aku ini beuuuuuh bisa dijadiin novel daah. Semenjak dia putus sama mantanya, udh 10 lebih cowo deket sama dia, yaah tapi cuman numpang lewat doang, kasian dia di PHP in mulu. yaah namanya juga cowok hobi ngephp in kali yaa -__- . Kadang-kadang kita galau bareng kapan gitu ya kita punya pacar yang bener hahahhaha. Ya Tuhaaan, Tatak sama Wulan kasi pacar doong hahhahaha -_- apaan sih yaa ngaco banget deh. Yang pasti namanya jodoh udah Tuhan yang ngatur dan pasti bakal dikasih yang terbaik. Tinggal kita kudu sabar aja ya kaan? :D
Aku juga sering nemenin Tatak ketemu sama gebetannya heheheh, gantian juga sih dia juga sering nemenin aku hehehe. Tapi yaaah sama aja, gak ada yang nyatol.
Selama setaun aku deket sama Tata seinget aku sih belum pernah marahan hehehe. Jangan sampek deeeh :D
Pada penasaran sama bentuknya? Ini nih penampakannyaa, jangan pada syok yaaa..
15.4.13
God is Faith
Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From … GOD …
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theater became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, well you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.
By the way, that student was EINSTEIN.
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From … GOD …
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theater became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, well you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.
By the way, that student was EINSTEIN.
21.3.13
Ekaristi Kaum Muda
Selasa tanggal 19 Maret 2013 ada Ekaristi Kaum Muda di Gereja Katolik Kristus Raja Ungaran. Misa ini dipimpin oleh Rm. Sukendar.
Ini baru beberapa fotonya, ceritanya besok besok yaaah, lagi unmood writing hehehe. Check this out!
12.3.13
We Always Need Them!
Friends is a word which has so many meaning in our life, is'n it? Can you imagine if we live in this world without any friend? I think it will be a fuckin life. Everyday we need them, we contact them, we laugh together, we do crazy things, sometimes we have problem with them, we need their help, we crying on their shoulders,we always need our friends in every step of our life.
Dari lahir sampai saat ini kita pasti punya banyak teman kan? Dan punya banyak teman itu sudah pasti menyenangkan. Namun sayangnya, kemajuan teknologi saat ini membuat hidup bersosialisasi menjadi "rusak". Seperti lahirnya gadget-gadget baru yang sudah pasti banyak anak muda "menggandrungi" barang-barang itu. Banyak anak muda jaman sekarang yang susah lepas dari gadget miliknya, dari buka mata langsung pegang gadget, hingga mau tidur pun masih memegang gadget. Hal ini nggak bisa dipungkiri *begitu pula saya haha :p . rasanya nggak megang hp sehari ajaa, rasanya pasti hampaaa apalagi yang pada punya pacar haha. Gadget "memperdekat yang jauh dan memperjauh yang dekat. Memang jaman sekarang kita bisa dengan mudahnya mendapatkan teman baru misalnya melalui fb, twitter, bbm, dll. Tapi aku rasa memiliki teman di dunia nyata jauh lebih menyenangkan. Apapun kita bisa lakuin bareng-bareng dan itu rasanya "nyata" banget.
Tapi kita juga nggak boleh ketinggalan jaman. Kita harus bisa menyeimbangkan keduanya. Kalo punya temen di dunia maya banyak, temen di dunia nyata juga nggak boleh kalah dong banyaknyaa. Apalagi masa muda gini, teman itu berarti banget. So, mumpung masih muda gini, perbanyaklah populasi koleksi teman dengan berbagai karakter dan ciri khas, Dengan bersosialisasi kita juga bisa mempelajari kepribadian seseorang. Kita juga belajar menyesuaikan diri dengan lingkungan kita. Tapi ingeeet, kita juga harus selektif dalam memilih teman. Jangan sampai kita mau gaul tapi salah pergaulan. Kepribadian kita juga dapat ditentukan dari lingkungan kita bersosialisasi.
Kalo kita udah dapet temen baru, kita tetep harus menjalin silahturahmi sama temen yang lama. Jangan memutus tali silahturahmi walaupun udah jarang kontak. Teman nggak ada habisnya.
Bahagia banget kalo kita punya banyak teman. Banyak kenangan dan pengalaman yang bisa dijadikan pelajaran hidup.
Jadi, jangan pernah sia siakan teman yang pernah hadir dihidupmu walaupun ia sudah menyakitimu, karena teman sangat berharga!
Gak ada teman, Gak bakal rame!
Ini temen dari jaman SD ( kiri atas ) sampai sekarang :) |
Kita bisa melakukan hal gokil bareng temen |
Jaman TK |
Kelas 7 |
Kelas 8 |
Kelas 8 |
Kelas 10 |
Abis bikin tugas di rumah ika |
Super woman :D |
10.3.13
In sickness and in health
This is a beautiful relationship. Can't write with many words about this pictures. Just feeling admire :)
I think it's so difficult today find a boy who can always stay beside his girlfriend which in sickness with his full heart.
Usually a boy leave his girlfriend when she can't give him benefit again
or when the girl in a bad condition. I am admire with this couple who
always together although in the bad condition. I wish i can find a boy
who always there for me with his full heart although i am in the bad
condition.
9.2.13
Angelus
* THE ANGELUS *
The Angel of the Lord declared to Mary:
And she conceived of the Holy Spirit.
Hail Mary, full of grace.
Our Lord is with you.
Blessed are you among women,
and blessed is the fruit of your womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
Behold the handmaid of the Lord:
Be it done unto me according to Thy word.
Hail Mary . . .
And the Word was made Flesh: And dwelt among us.
Hail Mary . . .
Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God, that we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.
Let us pray:
Pour forth, we beseech Thee, O Lord, Thy grace into our hearts; that we, to whom the incarnation of Christ, Thy Son, was made known by the message of an angel, may by His Passion and Cross be brought to the glory of His Resurrection, through the same Christ Our Lord.
Amen.
* MALAEKATING ALLAH *
Malaekating Allah nglantaraken dhawuh dhateng Kenya Maria
Lajeng Sang Kenya anggarbini saking kuwasaning Hyang Roh Suci
Sembah bekti kawula, Dewi Maria, kekasihing Allah. Pangeran nunggil ing panjenengan dalem. Sami-sami wanitaSang Dewi pinuji piyambak, saha pinujia ugi wohing salira Dalem, Sri Yesus
Dewi Maria, Ibuning Allah, kawula tiyang dosa sami nyuwun pangestu dalem, samangke tuwin benjing dumugining pejah. Amin
Kawula abdining Allah
Sandika ing dhawuh Dalem
Sembah bekti...
Sang Sabda lajeng dados manungsa
Yektos nunggil ing kawula
Sembah bekti...
Ibuning Allah nyuwun pangestu dalem
supados pantes nampi ganjaran kasagahan Dalem Sang Kristus
Suwawi sami munjuk
Gusti, sarehning kawula sampun dipunwartosi dening Malaekat, ilih Putra Dalem yektos manjalma, mila sami nyuwun sih pitulungan Dalem, supados sarana saking sangsara saha pamenthanganipiunPutra Dalem, benjing satangining badan, kawula saged ndherek kamulyakaken.Lantaran Sang Kristus Gusti Kawula. Amin.
The Angel of the Lord declared to Mary:
And she conceived of the Holy Spirit.
Hail Mary, full of grace.
Our Lord is with you.
Blessed are you among women,
and blessed is the fruit of your womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners,
now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
Behold the handmaid of the Lord:
Be it done unto me according to Thy word.
Hail Mary . . .
And the Word was made Flesh: And dwelt among us.
Hail Mary . . .
Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God, that we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.
Let us pray:
Pour forth, we beseech Thee, O Lord, Thy grace into our hearts; that we, to whom the incarnation of Christ, Thy Son, was made known by the message of an angel, may by His Passion and Cross be brought to the glory of His Resurrection, through the same Christ Our Lord.
Amen.
* MALAEKATING ALLAH *
Malaekating Allah nglantaraken dhawuh dhateng Kenya Maria
Lajeng Sang Kenya anggarbini saking kuwasaning Hyang Roh Suci
Sembah bekti kawula, Dewi Maria, kekasihing Allah. Pangeran nunggil ing panjenengan dalem. Sami-sami wanitaSang Dewi pinuji piyambak, saha pinujia ugi wohing salira Dalem, Sri Yesus
Dewi Maria, Ibuning Allah, kawula tiyang dosa sami nyuwun pangestu dalem, samangke tuwin benjing dumugining pejah. Amin
Kawula abdining Allah
Sandika ing dhawuh Dalem
Sembah bekti...
Sang Sabda lajeng dados manungsa
Yektos nunggil ing kawula
Sembah bekti...
Ibuning Allah nyuwun pangestu dalem
supados pantes nampi ganjaran kasagahan Dalem Sang Kristus
Suwawi sami munjuk
Gusti, sarehning kawula sampun dipunwartosi dening Malaekat, ilih Putra Dalem yektos manjalma, mila sami nyuwun sih pitulungan Dalem, supados sarana saking sangsara saha pamenthanganipiunPutra Dalem, benjing satangining badan, kawula saged ndherek kamulyakaken.Lantaran Sang Kristus Gusti Kawula. Amin.
PEWARNAAN SEDERHANA
A.Tujuan :
untuk mengetahui kuman Gram positif (+)
B.
Metode : langsung
C. Prinsip : adanya ikatan ion antara komponen seluler dari bakteri
dengan senyawa
aktif dari pewarnaan yang disebut kromogen
D Reaksi :
E.. Bahan :
suspensi kuman
F. Alat :
l. kaca benda
2. spidol permanent
3. ose bulat
4. api spirtus
5. kapas alkohol
6. pinset
7. bak pengecatan
8. botol semprot
9. mikroskop
G.Reagensia :
alkohol 70 %
Gram A
H.Cara Kerja :
1. Disiapkan
kaca benda yang bersih dan bebas lemak
2.
Diberi tanda lingkaran dengan spidol permanent pada bagian
tengahnya
3. Diambil bahan
dan diletakkan pada kaca benda 3-4 mata ose secara
aceptis
4.
Disebarkan dengan cara ose diputar dalam lingkaran searah jarum jam
yang
makin lama makin meluas
5. Dikeringkan
sediaan pada temperatur kamar
6. Dilakukan
fiksasi dengan cara melewatkan kaca benda di atas nyala
Api
7. Genangi sediaan dengan Gram A selama 3 menit, cuci
dengan air
8. Keringkan sediaan dan diamati di bawah mikroskop
dengan menggunakan lensa obyektif 100x
PEWARNAAN GRAM
A.Tujuan : Untuk membedakan antara kuman Gram Positif dan Gram Negatif
B. Metode : Langsung
C.
Prinsip :Merupakan
pewarnaan diferensiasi yang membedakan antara bakteri gram positif dan
negatifberdasarkan kemampuan bakteri mempertahankanwarna rosanilin, seperti
Kristal violet, methyl violet, setelah proses dekolorisasi dengan aseton atau
alcohol.
D.. Bahan : Susupensi
Kuman
E. Alat : l. Kaca
Benda
2. Ose Bulat
3. Lampu Spirtus
4. Kapas Alkohol
F.Reagensia : 1. Alkohol
70 %
2. Gram A
3. Gram B
4. Gram C
5. Gram D
G.Cara Kerja :
1.
Buat
sediaan dan fiksasi
2.
Genangi
sediaan dengan gram A selama kurang lebih 3-4 menit, cuci dengan air
3.
Genangi sedian dengan
gram B selama kurang lebih setengah menit, cuci dengan air (berwarna ungu
trengguli kotor akan
menjadi kuning kecoklatan)
4.
Lunturkan
sediaan dengan gram D selama setngah menit sampai satu menit sampai tidak ada
zat warna yang mengalir lagi, cuci dengan air
5.
Genangi
sediaan dengan gram D selama 2menit,cuci dengan air
6.
Keringkan
sediaan dan sediaan setelah kering siap diperiksa dengan mikroskop dengan
menggunakan lensa objektif 100x
H.
Interprestasi Hasil : Bakteri
gram positif berwarana ungu
Bakteri gram
negatif berwarna merah
Copied from : http://ikasepteniaa.blogspot.com/2013/02/pewarnaan-gram.html
22.1.13
Ikhlas
Masih di sini, masih tentang kisah itu. Hari ini masih saja hubungan itu "rusak". Sekarang ditambah dia ikutan cuek. Sangat berlawanan dengan dulu yang sering mengucap kata sayang. Inilah yang aku takutkan, setelah hubungan itu putus, silaturahmi pun ikutan putus. Aku benci hal ini. Kenapa sih seakan seperti "musuh" ?
Aku tetap bersabar dan tetap bersikap baik kepada mereka. Aku mulai mencoba untuk mengikhlaskan mereka. Biarlah mereka mencari jalanya sendiri.
"Ikhlas ~ Sebuah langkah baik untuk kedepannya"
21.1.13
Memaafkan
Malam ini aku masih menatap layar laptop. Mencoba merefleksikan dan menuliskan apa yang aku alami dan yang masih aku pikirkan. Ya jujur aku masih memikirkan masalahku denganmu yang belum mencapai kata damai hingga saat ini. Entahlah, mau sampai kapan dia marah denganku?
Belum genap satu bulan, engkau berkata bahwa engkau menyayangiku. Tapi begitu cepat pula engkau mulai jauh dariku. Entah apa yang menjadi pokok permasalahannya. Aku sendiri pun tak begitu paham, Tiba-tiba saja sikapmu berubah kepadaku. Kamu mulai cuek dan akhirnya marah hingga tak mau berkomunikasi denganku sedikit pun saat ini. Aku sudah menjelaskan semuanya, aku sudah meminta maaf, tapi kamu tak pernah menggubris. Seakan kesalahanku begitu besar hingga tak termaafkan, padahal aku pikir ini hanya salah paham, yang seharusnya dapat dibicarakan baik-baik. Aku tak tau apa yang ada dipikiranmu sesungguhnya, yang aku tau kamu sepertinya mulai membenciku dan menginginkan aku pergi dari keidupanmu.
Aku tak mau lagi membicarakan "perasaan" yang dulu pernah ada di antara kita. Yang aku inginkan hanyalah dapat berdamai denganmu dan dapat menjadi kawan sehangat dahulu. Aku tak ingin mempunyai musuh. Siapa sih yang senang jika mempunyai musuh? No one!
Aku menyadari, sulit memang untuk memaafkan orang yang telah menyakiti kita. Akupun pernah mengalaminya. Namun apa salahnya kita belajar memaafkan? Jika kita tidak bisa memaafkan orang lain, bagaimana kita bisa memaafkan diri kita sendiri? Tuhan pun Maha Pengampun, kenapa kita tidak?
Entahlaaah~ Terkadang aku menyerah dengan semua ini. Aku mulai mengambil keputusan untuk diam saja. Aku sudah berniat baik untuk meminta maaf, terserah kamu saja mau menanggapi bagaimana. Aku hanya meyakini kalau kita berniat baik, pasti juga akan mendapatkan hasil yang baik pula. Aku hanya menunggu kamu mau datang dan memaafkanku. Aku merindukan kamu yang dulu, kita yang dulu.
Biarlah, ini menjadi sebuah pelajaran hidup yang berharga. Semua butuh proses, semua butuh waktu, hanya Tuhan yang tau.
"Memaafkan memang tak mudah.
Semua butuh proses, semua butuh waktu."
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